I
loved the way your cold blue eyes looked through me. In a world where
every one would only look to see what they wanted to see, to see what
they expected, when you looked at me I knew you could see me. My
scars, my shame, my dark secrets were to you were as much the
familiar features of an old friend's face.
So we
found each other, two young strangers in a strange land, two orphans,
two children on the brink of womanhood who knew how, strong as love
is, it could itself be broken.
But
we had each other. So much cruelty had plagued my life, and you were
kind, and you were gentle, and you were smiling, and making jokes. The shadows of suffering in your heart only made you more tender toward mine. You looked at me with prematurely jaded eyes and told me, you
are so much more than you think you are.
You
are the only person who could have said that to me then who I would believe.
Love
comes in a billion forms, even more. Love is like water, love is like air.
The truth is, it is a power that we fight to describe yet evades
description. But you loved me Nello, and I loved you, and in that
moment, we were orphans, and when you are an orphan, you choose your
sisters, and you were mine. I know you still feel it, just like I do,
far far away. I am grateful.
Unable to truly form words. My heart swells with joy of remembrance. No true words
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